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[02 Apr 2006|04:05pm] |
I am sorry for being such stranger for the past couple of weeks!
Lotsa things have been going on, but hopefully they will subside... hopefully
Alas, I am sad and school is going crazy on me, but I'll try to keep updating my journal, so all of you can know what's going on in my life! I'll try to leave more notes to everyone as well! ^_^
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[23 Mar 2006|02:45pm] |
yeah... I won't lie to all of yous
for the past month, it has been extremely hard for me. So many things have sent into the worst spin of my life. So many things are 'wrong' with me and it's soooo hard to deal. I'm trying so hard and nothing is ever successful. I just want it all to go away...
so if I randomly don't leave you guys comments or don't write in here, I hope you understand, I'm just trying to get my life together. but I miss all of you!!
but alas I'll pretend to be happy! X3
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[21 Mar 2006|09:52pm] |
yeah... another random entry:
-so why is pee yellow?
-who invented ADHD mecidine anyway?
-hairspray is awesome
-I like boy sunglasses on me better then girl sunglasses
-what bottled water is the best?
-the ocean can be pretty! ... but not the New Jersey one lol
-Dante from Devil May Cry is sooo damn smexy
-Do bunnies make noises?
-I have 3 boxes of poptarts in my room!
-Can you be hyper and calm at the same time?
-tell me a joke!
-if I could fly... I would...
weeee!!! ^_^
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[19 Mar 2006|12:26am] |
weeeeeee okay I'm gonna write a real entry this time
so it's been about a week! I've been on spring break! my friend from Japan, Anna, stayed at my house for a while. She can't go back to Japan for I offered for her to come to my house! yay! I love her to death she's so damn cute! ^__^
I got to hang out with Kelly and Randy over the break too! w00t! I loves them! they make my world happy! (of course any person of the crack crew would make my world happy! I loves you allllll!!!!)
umm yeah I have to go back to school tomorrow... booo... I need to buy fabric and stuff for outfits, such as secret Otakon rave outfit... that's a secret! yeah! I'm excited! I feel happy that I'll be able to work on more outfits. That's when I feel the happiest sometimes, just sewing away and dreaming about conventions *Sigh* oh conventions. I'm sad my next convention isn't sooner then Otakon... >_<
but that's okay because Japan is calling me! I can't wait for that, I sometimes spontanesejous (don't ask why the j's in there...god damn I spelled that wrong!) jump out of my seat and scream OMG NIHON! (OMG JAPAN!) w00t
but alas I can't help myself random moments time! weeeee!!!
-NIHON
-I wonder what I would look like with Harry Potter's glasses on...
-My dad likes gold alot
-I don't like the color pink
-Will lightning ever hit me?
-GLAMOROUS SKY! (it's a song from Nana, it's awesome DOWNLOAD IT!)
-water
-I wanna fly a kite... damn it's dark outside... err...
-I wanna catch a star!
-Is lipgloss tasty?
-I used to play soccer, wow!
-VODKA! say it 'vodka' it's so much fun to say! VOD-KA!
hahaha... yyyaaayyyy
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[14 Mar 2006|01:52pm] |
I'm alive, I swear!
I'm on spring break!! weeee!!!
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[10 Mar 2006|01:07am] |
Hi...
it's 1:07 in the morning
I am bored...
I could study for Japanese (I have a quiz tomorrow)
but I don't know, I feel like I need to do something
like something
*sigh*
maybe I'm being stupid...
but I am bored...
ADD kick in please so I can do fun things...
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wwwooowoww sparkles! *_*
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[09 Mar 2006|05:24pm] |
Random post w00t!
-so why is it all of the sudden turning into spring outside?
-I got a 100 on my Japanese test! weee!
-blue is awesome
-my comb is dirty ewww
-It's hot in here
-I need more phone straps for my phone
-If I ate 10 cookies right now, would I be sick?
-I wanna go dancing tonight, but I wanna go to a raaaave
-My hair is not black enough anymore!
-If I could create my own word, it would be kroflu, because it sounds cool
-Donuts make me fat
-fuzzy things rock
-my bathroom in my dorm is gross
weeee that was fun
oh and I was wondering if anyone would want to make me an avatar? ... maybe? since I don't have photoshoot on my computer here, and I want one of me as Kurenai instead of Kurenai as my avatar! haha X3
kroflu!!! I'm out!
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[09 Mar 2006|02:45pm] |
Stole from Ana!!
Ask me a question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal
7. Other (open ended)
all of them or one or how ever many you feel like asking me!
I'll try to answer them as best as I can!! because I'm bored! weeeeeeee
but I must go to class now! jaa!
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[08 Mar 2006|11:28pm] |
I'm so stressed waaaahhh! (T_T)
I can't wait for break...
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[07 Mar 2006|02:42pm] |
uuuuggghhhhh.... uugghhhh...
that's my sick noise
I feel like shit... kimochiwarui
I wanted to throw up today and last night, but thank god I didn't have anything in my stomach. I only think I ate today was a bit of ramen... and I feel like i'm gonna die!
uugghhhh my stomach!! X_X
I had to skip my class this morning too... uuuggghhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel sick, kill me now!
(T_T)
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[06 Mar 2006|10:23am] |
More random thoughts of my brain! weeee! These are fun for me X3
-Why is it I can NEVER concentrate on my papers???
-I haven't eaten breakfast yet? I'm not hungry either! hmm...
-I designed a new rave outfit for myself! OMG it's hawt! I can't wait!
-KITTY
-you know, Gackt is fucking hot!
-What if there were two ceilings?
-I found a blueberry!!!
-N00bs
-Why does my hallway smell like wet trash mixed with catfood? (oh wait... because there IS wet trash and catfood in my hallway... that explains it...)
-I like current Naruto ending song, it is very good and makes me happy
-Why did I knock over my empty bottle?
-Did I used to be a Japanese samurai in my past life? or maybe a ninja X3
okay that's it for today! XD
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[05 Mar 2006|01:07pm] |
Stole this from Gaa-chan!!
sooooo what else is new? went to a party last night and danced the night away! it felt good! I love to dance!
umm what else...
eerr I love Red vs Blue, all the Halo fans should know this! it owns my soul surriously!
and now I must do homework... blah
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[03 Mar 2006|12:42am] |
Random thoughts from my mind (ADD is fun! XD)
-Silent Hill 2 and 4 are awesome games
-Gackt's hair is awesome
-I wonder what it would be like to pee standing up
-I haven't made my bed in a while
-My kon plushie rocks!
-if I poke myself long enough will I forget I'm poking myself?
-why is the sky blue
-my favorite color is blue
-i hate peas
-i like cupcakes with confetti icing
-llamas are awesome animals
-why can't i ever say specific right? I say pacific
-can i steal a star from the sky
-my feet hurt
-i haven't seen a cow in a long time
-people don't scare me as much as i scare myself
...okay I'm done! ^__^
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[02 Mar 2006|06:30pm] |
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mood: weeee
Song: Iced Earth - The Phantom Opera Ghost
konbanwa...
sooo classes are blah
I find myself just sitting staring at nothing alot
it's like I want to do work but I can't find the emotional enegry to do it
I am just so blaaah
I just want to....
soo yesterday there was good food for once in my school
every year they do this competition between colleges and it's all like taste testing food and desserts! omg I ate sooooo much! I felt so sick
definately had to hit the gym after that one...
today CIE was just like arg
we're talking about atheism and stuff
it's funny because as usual I'm the only non religious person in my classes... and I lost track of what I was gonna say so i'll just skip this haha
so I... damnit I need to stop going away from the entry
errr...
I'm listening to this Iced Earth song The Phantom Opera Ghost holy shit it's good!! I love it!! weeee!! Yay greg for telling me his skit song! ^__^
and I have major ADD now so I can't write anymore hahah!
Waiting for an echo... Ashita e...
sayonara... toki o tomete to inorimasu... watashi wa koko ni iru yo...
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[01 Mar 2006|10:14am] |
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KITTY!!!11one
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[28 Feb 2006|09:18pm] |
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mood: tired
Song: Ayumi Hamasaki - Alterna
konbanwa
well yesterday I went to the gym yay! I ran 3 miles and did abs... daaamn I thought after track i'd suck at running, I guess not haha
today had CIE, I talked more, yaay
ofcourse it was about this like atheism thing, hahha I know about that...
then in nihongo no kurasu we had a kanji test, sooo easy, I didn't even have to study! that makes me feel so happy ^__^
than had nihongo no bungaku (japanese literature) fun fun stuff
I love my japanese classes, they just amuse me so much!
worked on some kanji for japanese
I love it
It makes me just oh so happy
I feel like my depression is going away
but I can't be certain, because I still feel sad
but where ever I go I have to smile and wave at people because I see sooo many people I know around campus
heh
after dinner I went to the gym again and did like 3 1/4 miles or more, I can't remember lol
and some abs
omg I think I have 4 abs now!!! w00t!! I used to only have like 3 hahaha
so yeah I need to practice my japanese a bit and than watch the new Real World! w00t! I love that show! until next time! mata mite ne~~!!
Waiting for an echo... Ashita e...
sayonara... toki o tomete to inorimasu... watashi wa koko ni iru yo...
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[28 Feb 2006|02:13pm] |
You know what I like? I love hugs! hugs are great! X3
and since my ADD is still running, I love Shrimp chips those things are the shit! <3 <3
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[26 Feb 2006|09:01pm] |
konbanwa...
soooo yeah this weekend:
friday:
I didn't cry! I feel so proud of myself!
but alas, I was/am still depressed
but it's gotten better I guess we'll have to see
friday I met a girl who's coming to Ursinus next year! she's really nice and she's going to be studying japanese
I can't wait to see her next year!
but friday me and anna went to get food at acme and we ate sooo much food while watching Unfaithful good movie, really hot french guy in it!
but omg I felt soooo sick, I ate way to much food! arg!
saturday, I had to hardcore work on my paper for Japanese lit,
since me being depressed right now I just couldn't get my heart into it
but I finished it on time, I hope it's good, I thought it was, but my mind was so clouded by sadness...
after all that me and anna decided to watch some movies
we watched Wedding Crashers because that movie is awesome! I was translating a couple things for anna haha
and than we watched Requiem for a Dream
omfg let me tell you! that movie is soooo creepy but it's sooo good! it's seriously one of my favorite movies ever!
I am surprised in a sense that I didn't get as freaked out as most people
since it didn't show any wrist cutting it was all good
man that movie was so sad though
and Jared Ledo is so frinkin hawt!
after that I hung out with Liz, Mandy, and a bunch of other people
we ordered pizza at like 12, typical college thing haha
TODAY I went to Chinatown! weeee! I <3 chinatown!
I bought some Naruto things and some Japanese food! mmmm!! so good!
I went with Anna!
I love her! I spent the whole weekend with her and I couldn't be happier! she's so cute!
she might be coming to my house over spring break! awwww! I hope she does, I know my parents would absolutely adore her!
after chinatown I played DDR, since I don't want to get fat! ahhhh!
I miss some people right now Kyera, I need to call her like right now haha
Vi, I miss talking to her, she always makes me happier when I'm sad (T_T)
Fox, I miss talking to fox, he's been such a stranger around me, he might be taking his 3 months of not talking to me again *Sigh*
All my Crack Crew, I miss them soooo much, I wish I was going to more conventions this summer (T_T)
my family, like everyone from my family, I miss my cousins alot too
It sucks that it's impossible to see everyone
*sigh*
omg I'm listening to Machinae Supremacy's song Rise omg it's soooo good! they are soooooo good! I love them!! ^__^ fox started me on these guys
well I guess I'll go do some Japanese
I need to be happier!!
Waiting for an echo... Ashita e...
sayonara... toki o tomete to inorimasu... watashi wa koko ni iru yo...
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[25 Feb 2006|11:13am] |
uuuhhhhhh I feel sick!!
I ate too much food last night! ahhh! kimochiwarui!!
and I have to finish my paper by 5 today! ahhh
wish me luck!
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[23 Feb 2006|04:26pm] |
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*sigh* my mind is so worn and emotionally right now
I can't deal with stuff anymore and I'm breaking down... I hate that... I really do
but on a good note, I started another cosplay outfit (since I need to forget about reality, and that's certainly one way to do it) I'm starting my ANBU Kurenai outfit! I only have a certain amount of materials here at school and alot of black and white material... sooooo... that means ANBU Kurenai is in progress yay!
I can't wait to keep working on it, but school has been such a bother, who knows what's going to happen...
All I know is that I love to cosplay and I need to do things that I love more often, you know?
hopefully I'll be happier with life, I don't see that in the near future sadly (T_T)
<3 to all
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